By Lilly Lewin
Jesus is always asking questions! Sometimes I love this about him, and sometimes I just want a straight answer! This is a season of many questions.
Can we go back to school? What does it mean to be the Church outside the building? Can I afford to pay the rent? When will I feel safe?
Just to name a few.
In the gospel passage this week, Jesus asks his disciples a BIG Question… What are the people saying about me? and Who are they saying I am?
Peter, when asked, like always, jumps in with a strong response! “You are Messiah! You are the Christ! Our Savior, the One we’ve been waiting for for so long!” You can just feel his excitement and his enthusiasm as he answers Jesus’s question.
How are you answering this question today in the midst of everything going on around you and around the world? Read the passage and consider the questions& actions below.
Matthew 16:13-20
13Now when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, ‘Who do people say that the Son of Man is?’ 14And they said, ‘Some say John the Baptist, but others Elijah, and still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.’ 15He said to them, ‘But who do you say that I am?’ 16Simon Peter answered, ‘You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God.’ 17And Jesus answered him, ‘Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah! For flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father in heaven. 18And I tell you, you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not prevail against it. 19I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.’ 20Then he sternly ordered the disciples not to tell anyone that he was the Messiah.
QUESTIONS to ponder or journal with from this passage:
What big questions is Jesus asking you right now?
How are you responding to the questions arising in your heart?
In the midst of all the chaos of this pandemic, of all that the world is going through… what is the Holy Spirit revealing to you?
What are the rocks, the foundation stones, that you are building upon to keep you close to Jesus?
What are the rocks, the foundation stones, that you need to help you live out this kingdom life here and now? Talk to Jesus about this.
What do you want to let loose/set free? People, things that are holding you captive like emotions or physical things, or things in the world that are causing injustice. Tell Jesus to loose these things!
What things do you want to take captive?
Is there something Jesus has shown you that he doesn’t want you to disclose to others right now? Some secret insight, gift, inkling that is not ready to be shared? Ask Jesus to show you.
ACTION:
GRAB two chairs and two cups of coffee, tea, water or other favorite beverage and sit down with Jesus. Use your imagination. Allow the Holy Spirit to help you see Jesus as He really is. Sit and listen! Receive the gift of his great love today! Take time to tell Jesus where you are right now. What your feeling, what you are fearing, allow Jesus to be with you and sit with you and be your peace today!
Find a large ROCK and use it as reminder that Jesus is building his Church, his kingdom of love and grace in you and through you, even in the midst of a pandemic!
Amen.
by Barbie Perks
When I was in lockdown in South Africa a couple of weeks ago, I was reading an online devotion from the Scripture Union UK WordLive site. I have been mulling over it ever since. It was a challenge to think a little differently about the Parable of the Sower (Luke 8:4-15; Matthew 13:1-23). Luke says the seed is the word of God, and describes the reactions of those who hear it in terms of belief, salvation, faith, testing and maturity. Matthew describes it in terms of understanding the message about the kingdom, and how growth results from that understanding.
The challenge I took from the devotion was to reflect a little more on the meaning of the parable, going a little deeper than just reading it, thinking it just refers to hearing the call to salvation, therefore since I am already saved, I don’t need to respond to it any further. The seed is the word of God – the message about the kingdom – what am I understanding about the seed, the message today since I became a believer nearly 50 years ago?
A farmer went to sow his seed: there are many ‘farmers’ out there today – in print, on tape, online, in person – sharing the word of God in many formats. Who are you listening to? What are they saying? Are you studying the Word of God for yourself, so that you know that what they say is truly based on a sound knowledge of the Word?
Seed fell along the path, it was trampled, birds came and ate it up: a path is a well worn place that many have travelled – how often do we hear the same Bible passage preached on, and just ignore it because we are so familiar with it? Think of the other parables of Jesus, his castigation of the Pharisees, his praise of those who had faith in his ability to heal. Think of the sermon on the mount, those wonderful ‘guidelines’ for living the Christian life! Think of the Advent season. Think of Easter. How often do you actually “hear and understand the message”?
Seed fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil – it sprang up, but withered because it had no root/moisture: it’s interesting that this seed is received with joy, but testing and troubles cause it not to grow. Which talks and sermons, which books, which studies and discussions have you heard, read, participated in that have brought a joyful insight into your situation, that sadly has been short-lived because of the overwhelming reality of your circumstances?
Seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants: people who hear the word, but the worries of life, deceitfulness of wealth and pleasures choke the word and make it unfruitful. There is a certain lack of maturity that results because we are so concerned with everyday matters and worries, we don’t get a chance to put into daily practice those things that we know would help us grow in our faith. Our level of trust, faith and knowledge of God remains very basic. We know we should be producing ‘fruit’ but wonder what that ‘fruit’ is. What concerns and worries do you have, very especially at this time of pandemic, panic, riot, economic and political instability that could choke your faith and trust in God?
Seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop – 30, 60, 100 times what was sown! Oh, don’t we all want to be this seed!! Matthew says it’s the person who hears the word and understands it; Luke says it’s those with good and noble hearts, who hear the word, retain it and by perseverance produce the crop. What is the attitude that we come to God’s word with – a desire to understand, to be changed, to be productive for the kingdom? When life throws curve balls at us, when the devil attempts to take the word away from our hearts – how do we respond? Do we retain what we have learned in good times, that will sustain us and help us to persevere through the bad?
Jesus ended his parable saying, “He who has ears, let him hear”, and in Luke 8:18a he says “consider carefully how you listen…”
God, grant me ears to listen and hear your word, a heart to receive your word with joy, a mind to understand and put into practice what I learn, and a calm, trusting spirit to enable me to persevere and grow in my knowledge of you.
Photo above © Christine Sine
by Carol Dixon
A Psalm of lament and praise in a time of coronavirus
How shall we praise you, Lord, our God?
When we are locked down,
how shall we praise you?
When the doors to your house are barred,
and your people cannot assemble?
When those desperately in need of money and work
cannot even wait in the market-place?
When we have to circle round people in the street,
and to queue for shops maintaining safe distance?
When we can only communicate
by hearing on the phone,
or seeing on the screen;
or digitally messaging,
or even just waving through a window?
When we cannot meet our parents and children,
grandparents and grandchildren,
or other family members and friends?
When we cannot touch them in their flesh and blood,
to know they are really alive?
How shall we praise you?
How, like Thomas, shall we not see yet believe
that your son is raised among us?
How shall we praise you?
How can I praise you, Lord?
Are you plaguing us with this virus
to punish us because we have all done wrong,
or thought wrongly,
or felt wrongly,
or just been wrong?
If so, why do only some die,
and those, apparently, the ones who are the least worst or most caring amongst us?
Or are you trying to teach us a lesson?
If so, why is it so hard to learn?
And how are we to find the answer
when we do not even know the question?
Or are you still the same loving God,
coming to us in our sufferings
and opening up the way to new life in Jesus?
Lord, I will try to praise you.
Through gritted teeth,
I will try to praise you.
I will try to remember that you have created all things,
and this virus is part of your creation.
I will try not to hate it
but seek to mitigate its harm.
I will try to keep myself and others safe.
I will work to pray for them
and seek to help in whatever way I can.
Lord, when I cannot pray or worship
help me be aware of all your people
and your saints and angels
hovering around me,
lifting me up.
When I feel alone,
let me feel you near me,
even if only for a moment that enables me to go on.
Let me hear you say
“Peace be with you”.
Lord, I will praise you.
Let all the peoples praise you. ©Revd Kenneth Howcroft (Used with permission )[Methodist 50 days Summer Reflections]
Recently, I came across the above awesome modern Psalm written during the current crisis. I found it very honest and powerful and it reminded me of how we need to be straight with God in our prayers – not wallowing in despair but truthfully sharing with God how we are feeling.
One of the Psalms in the Old Testament that spoke to me recently in my prayer time when I felt that the Coronavirus pandemic is never ending is Psalm 13. John Bell’s ‘How long, O Lord’ is a call for help that God in his mercy hears our cry.
The second Psalm that resonated with me is Psalm 137. This anguished cry from the heart is by someone unwillingly dragged off into exile in a foreign land, having witnessed the total destruction of his homeland and the death of many of his friends and relatives. The pain and anger in the words is almost palpable.
While I cannot begin to imagine how terrible that must be, this Psalm gave me great comfort and hope in a time of pain and difficulty in my own life. Some years ago I was laid aside with an illness that forced me to rest every afternoon in bed for almost 2 years and I had to give up most of my usual activities including my work as a lay preacher and co-ordinator of our church folk group. I felt as though I was in exile in a strange land. Yet it was in this time of disconnection from the familiar that I learned to draw near to God in new ways and began to ‘sing the Lord’s song in a strange land’ as God gave me the gift of hymn writing.
In grief and loss, I cry to you,
And by your cross, you see me through;
You hold me up, bearing my pain,
I drink your cup and live again.
When I am weak you strengthen me,
And as I seek your face, I see
You weep my tears, share my heartbreak,
And all my fears from me you take.
Jesus my Lord, reach out your hand,
Just say the word and I will stand,
Wounded and pained, my heart I yield,
Broken and drained, yet I am healed. © Carol Dixon
(music available from carol.dixon@talktalk.net)
Photo by Carol Dixon
Jesus himself spoke honestly to God and to those around him and his statement ‘I am the way, the truth and the life’ encourages us as we follow in his footsteps by the way we live our lives. If we are truthful when we speak to God and others, ‘speaking the truth in love’ and are willing to look for life-giving hope in dark situations, then the life that was in Jesus will live in us and guide us on our way with him.
Is there someone you know who needs God’s mercy today in their lives to whom you can bring the love and peace of God in this pandemic, through prayer or action, to lead them on the path from despair to hope? Is God calling you to walk the way of Jesus bringing truth and life in the Holy Spirit into their lives – and yours?
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I’ve been doing a bit of taking known Bible stories and giving them a “flip” sideways. I have written a tale about Adam and Eve being bored with being shut in the Garden of Eden and wanting out which is why they succumbed to the temptation of the apple. I don’t believe it came out of the blue. ?
Anyway, yesterday I was chatting with friends about Bible stories people struggle with and how much is allegorical and how much was factual. One of those tales was Noah’s ark. So I will share my thoughts.
Noah’s Tale
The world was a bad place. People were going about their daily lives selfishly and not thinking of each other. The economy was in bits, people weren’t caring for each other. There were wars and rumors of wars and the fears of climate change.
Noah was praying and asking God what should be done when God said to him “Gather your family around you, your sons and their wives, and gather a selection of animals and food for you all and go to the place I have for you.”
“But how long for,” asks Noah. “And why?”
“Just take them all and gather what you need and shut the doors,” said God
So Noah, his wife, his three sons and their wives, plus a selection of animals, at least one male and one female of each kind, went to the large farmstead they had built and padlock all the gates. As soon as they had done this, the World Health Organisation (WHO) announced a global pandemic. Governments across the world said people must stay at home until further notice.
One month passed and Noah and his family were getting a bit fed up of just seeing each other, of playing board games, of reading books, of making bread, so Noah asked God how long this would last and God replied, “Until it is over.” Another month passed, then another. Slowly governments start to lift the lockdowns to restart the economy. The Noah family started to kill the rapidly breeding rabbits to feed themselves and some of the carnivores. They cut the hay, milked the cows and looked to the internet to see what was going on. There was the threat of a second wave and so they waited.
Ok, you’re getting the picture. Noah went into the ark whilst God cleared up the world around them. Noah did not know what was going on as him and his family were effectively on lockdown. Noah also did not know how long they would all be in the ark and how much they would need to continue their lockdown.
As I chatted with my friends about this, I felt we’ve had this tale sanitised in too many Sunday school classes and tried to explain it away so we like the story but if we look at it as an allegory we can see the tale as relevant for our lives today. God shut a family away together for an interminable amount of time and yet was still with them. They did not know how much food to take on the ark for themselves and these animals, but there was enough.
I believe God said to me yesterday that we are like Noah and in unprecedented times for an undeterminable amount of time, but that he is with us and there is enough to keep us going.
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Post originally from Aspirational Adventures. Photo above by Jeff Jacobs on Pixabay.com.
by Christine Sine
It’s week three of my discernment process.
At the beginning of the week, I was getting really impatient and frustrated because I was a little sick of the journey and wanted to get to the end. So I drew another doodle. It was a very simple doodle that I realized when I opened my eyes, I had drawn with a pen that was on its last legs. So there were some gaps in the pattern. I quickly filled it in to create the pattern below and as I did so, I heard God say those unwanted words BE PATIENT.
Simple doodle
Be Patient
Be patient – some lines are incomplete and still need work to become what they are intended to be.
Be patient – those lines could become the strongest of all.
Be patient – the strong and the weak intermingle to form the completed pattern.
Be patient – don’t hurry, do not get ahead of yourself or ahead of God.
Be patient – allow God to fill in the lines.
It is hard for me to be patient, to wait for God and listen. I want the questions I am focusing on to move me towards action and I have a pretty good idea of what I want that action to look like.
Becoming Indifferent
The second word that came to me was INDIFFERENCE, a thought that was stirred by Elizabeth Liebert’s The Way of Discernment. It may sound a little strange as we tend to think of indifference as unconcern. She, however, talks about becoming indifferent to the outcome of a discernment process by laying down our preconceived ideas of what the future should hold. I wanted to give birth to something new and therefore, in my mind, exciting – maybe a new book or a new focus for my writing over the next couple of years.
“Reaching the point of indifference in discernment simply means no longer being bound to any single option, outcome, point of view, ideology, person or strong impulse towards any single option. It means experiencing a freedom to choose what best nourishes both one’s deepest happiness and the world’s thriving.” (Liebert 34)
So I had just settled in to wait and had laid down all my expectations of what the future could hold when I had one of those providential encounters that seemed to bring everything into focus and help me to realize exactly where my heart lies.
The power of awe and wonder
Healing Power of Awe and Wonder
I don’t need a new focus, I already have a passion. Over the last few months, our souls have been battered by pandemics, race riots, economic insecurities and environmental crises. It seems to me that the whole population is suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome. Awe and wonder are powerful but little recognized tools to help bring healing in the midst of this trauma. And that is where I feel my focus needs to be – helping people tap into the healing power of awe and wonder.
We all need to discover the wonder of a God who loves us and our world passionately and feels deeply the pain of what is happening. We need to rediscover the joy of living in the world as it is now, not as it was or as we hope it will be and to learn to rejoice in the beauty of the small and the hidden things, the delight of gasping in awe at the created world through which the glory of God shimmers.
We also need to reconnect to the wonder of a vulnerable God who feels deeply the pain of our world and who often most vividly appears in the outcast, the broken, the marginalized and the abandoned. When our hearts ache, it is God’s pain that aches in us. God suffers with us and I am awed by the wonder of this God who is present in inspiring ways in the midst of our lament.
I am not sure that my discernment process is over, but I now feel that I have a sense of the next steps and once again it is John O’Donohue who leads me.
When the heart is ready for a fresh beginning unforeseen things can emerge”
I realize that what has emerged here is not unforeseen to many of my friends. When I asked my Facebook friends what they saw as my contribution to the world, the commonest response was “connecting us to awe and wonder”. So expect to hear more about awe and wonder from me in the future. It really does have incredible healing power.
As usual I am posting the Taize style service from St Andrews Episcopal church in Seattle with Carrie Grace Littauer, Prayer Leader, with music by Kester Limner and Andy Myers.
I am also posting another service of Lament from The Many, as I know that many of us are struggling with lament and loss at the moment. I appreciate both these groups giving me permission to post these services which I know enrich so many of us.
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