by Christine Sine
In a world shadowed by cruelty
violence and loss is there good reason
for the planting of flowers?Ah yes!
For these bursts of colour
and beautiful blooms
are bright dabs of grace
witnesses of a promise,
reminders of a spreading beauty
more eternal and therefore stronger
then any evil, then any grief
then any injustice or violence.
I am currently in Texas, having just made my first plane trip since the beginning of COVID. One of the last things I did before I left home was to walk around the garden to admire my sunflowers, dahlias, and gladioli now all in full bloom. I also did a little last-minute deadheading on my roses and picked the first of our summer squash. Leaving everything in its glorious display and summer abundance was almost as hard as leaving my husband Tom and our dog Goldie.
While at the airport waiting for my flight, I read through the beautiful liturgy above from a new app I have just discovered called Every Moment Holy. Reading through a short prayer or liturgy like this has long been part of my travel ritual. Once I settle in to wait for an early morning flight I find it relaxing and renewing, a practice that recentres my soul after the stress of getting up early and negotiating check-in protocols. This liturgy is meant to accompany spring planting, but I found myself entering into its inspiring words as a soothing reminder of our creator God, who, as the liturgy goes on to say,
has scattered the evidences
of creation’s former glories
across the entire scape of heaven and earth.
Here in Texas, the flowers are different and the breathtaking beauty of the giant oaks and the glories of the sunset is different but it is just as impacting. More evidence of creation’s former glories scattered across the entire scape of heaven and earth. I am aware of it every time I pause to admire one of my flowers or gasp in awe at the tiny bees (especially the green bees) gathering pollen in the flower’s centre. I am aware of it too as I gaze up at the sky, not just at sunset but at any time of day when the fascinating shapes of clouds catch my attention.
As I experience the uplift in my spirit that this liturgy from Every Moment Holy, it reminds me again of how important the reciting of psalms, prayers, and liturgies can be. Writing them can be even more powerful, a wonderful act of joining our creator in the ongoing act of creation that will one day restore our world.
What prayers, psalms, and liturgies uplift your soul in this season? Most of us are feeling weary and wrung out and we need refreshment. I hope that you will read through this liturgy (available from their app which you can find through the website). Perhaps you would like to combine it with a psalm and a refreshing walk in a park or around your garden or neighbourhood.
As happened to me, your own prayer might bubble up within or you might like to express yourself in some other creative way.
Pay attention as a way of life
Listen where you are
To the God who inhabits
ordinary spaces
And everyday events.
Mark God’s presence
on hands and heads and doorways,
the entryways to our hearts and minds and souls.
Immerse your days
in the sacred sounds and holy sights
of everyday things
infused with the extraordinary possibilities
Of God’s creative presence.
Scatter seeds of glory
into the broken places of our world.
Receive the sounds you hear with gratitude.
Respond with joy.
Let wonder emerge once more.
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poem and photo by Lisa DeRosa,
Saturday dawns,
An excuse to leave the alarm off for the morning,
The gift of rest built into the day.
Away from the grind, the screen, the notifications,
warm beverage in hand,
we set off for the adventure of wonder.
Today, our eyes will adjust to see further than the end of our typing fingertips.
Today, our souls awaken to the possibilities that the day holds.
Today, our imaginations come alive as we choose where to begin.
Is it too much to expect from a day?
Never.
This day is a gift waiting to be unwrapped.
We leave in search of awe and wonder of the Creator and Created,
guided by the Spirit within,
hoping to behold the majesty of the world around us.
Preparation for a day like this comes in many forms,
we decide what we take with us and what we leave behind,
for serenity, for peace, for enjoyment.
Where is our grand adventure?
Have I left my room or am I reading a book?
Did I drive my car or am I just a short walk around the block?
That is part of the immense beauty of wonder,
it is everywhere,
but do you notice?
Where will you find wonder today?
Will you stop to take in the joy of the moment?
Who is with you on this journey?
As we are winding down our theme of Making Time for a Sacred Summer or Winter, I recognize that some are going back into lockdown, some haven’t come out of lockdown, and others are opening up without restrictions. Wherever you find yourself today, ask what awe and wonder God has for you today. Seek it out. Take notice. Even if you never get out of bed today, you can notice new things from where you are laying. If you decide to leave, where will you decide to go? What will you do that allows time and space for wonderment? Allow yourself to rest. Adventuring for awe and wonder does not mean endless planning and preparation.
Praying that you have a Sacred Summer (or Winter) Saturday!
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How are you doing? How is your year going? How are you feeling these days?
Exhausted is how I’ve been feeling after a year and a half of “Covidland”… feeling like our whole country is exhausted we just cannot admit it!
I’m also feeling a lot of grief and trauma due to the layers of things within the “Land of Covid”, the political conflict, politicizing a pandemic, conflict over masks and now vaccines, bouts with anxiety and depression, etc. And the losses of the past year, like work, interaction with people, and the regular rhythms of the calendar like holidays with family. I still have to remind myself what month it is because I’m somewhere back in March or April, NOT JULY!
We also had a tornado and a bombing in Nashville this past year to add another layer of things I cannot control or fix. And now we have a variant that is moving rapidly through the world. WOW! It’s a lot!
As I’ve shared before, as an enneagram 7, acknowledgment of this grief and sitting with it is hard but so necessary! Seven’s don’t like pain or conflict.
So I have paid attention and gone back to therapy. And I have also done some processing with art and looked at where I really am with a lot of “compassionate curiosity” as my therapist likes to say!
My friend, Scott Erickson, was sharing that he feels exhausted too. And he feels that rest isn’t the only answer to this feeling.
I agree that restoration and recovery are more than just getting more sleep and even more time off, although those are good places to start! After all, my hashtag is #RESTisHOLY and I am on a mission to help others learn to really practice REST! I am a BIG proponent of REST and practicing Sabbath. But I know that rest for some of us isn’t just being in a hammock, sitting still, or taking a good nap.
Again, I’ve realized that I need my cup refilled.
And I started asking myself what things really feed my soul? What things fill up my cup?
And honestly, due to the craziness of the last year, I’d forgotten a lot of them. Definitely missed out on these things due to lockdowns, etc. Things like art, having people over, exercise class, travel, even doing in-person work.
WHAT ARE THINGS THAT REKINDLE YOUR SOUL?
WHAT THINGS HAVE YOU MISSED OUT ON OR NEGLECTED DOING?
WHAT THINGS BRING YOU JOY?
I made a list:
Being in Nature
Being in places of Beauty.
Travel
Creating Art
Looking at Art
Good Conversations
People
Being around Kids
I realized too, that I need to connect with kindred spirits… people who get me and who are leading the way in things I value, like creative church and social enterprise. I need to be in places of beauty just to absorb them.
And I need to remember what it’s like to play and just have fun with no real agenda!
So I booked myself on a trip for refueling! I’m dubbing this week “mom camp” after Jen Hatmaker and doing all of these things! Art, Nature, Play, Rest, and hanging out with some great people I’ve missed! I do know this is a total privilege to get to hang out in Colorado for a week of friends and retreat time. I’m so grateful for this!
And practicing gratitude is helping me heal too!
I used to love camp in the summertime! I went to day camp several summers, did a couple of overnight camps, and retreats in high school, and was a camp counselor several years too! Those camp experiences really fed my soul!
Maybe you had camp or camping experiences in your childhood or you still like to go camping now. What about CAMP feeds your soul?
At mom camp, I got to hang out with my friend, Kathy Escobar. Kathy leads the Refuge Community in Denver. She and her husband Jose have a non-profit called #waterheals. I got to go out on their boat with other friends who needed to be on the water for some time to fill their cups and it truly was healing! Got over a bit of real water fear too. At summer camp, I loved to be on the water but not under it! Some of you might find that swimming again is good therapy! I also got to shoot archery for the first time since I was camp counselor in high school!
Another part of my camp time was going to see art with my friend, Amy Clifford. We had a wonderful, long lunch and then walked to see artists creating wall murals along a path near a creek. Nature and Art and Friends!
WHAT COULD A DAY OF CAMP LOOK LIKE FOR YOU? How could you create a camp for yourself?
What things would you do to bring your soul back to life and fill your cup?
Go on a hike, take a bike ride, find a creek or lake to sit by, or get out on. Go to an art museum and absorb the beauty. Find murals in your town. Or, create some art on your own. Go swimming. Have a cup of coffee or tea with someone you’ve missed or someone you’d like to know better. Get together with a friend and do a craft day… or just take a blanket outside and watch the clouds or the stars!
One idea might be to do a “house swap” with a friend or family for a change of scenery and a mini-retreat!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WHAT WOULD BRING YOU JOY?
I’ve also taken time for reflection this week. Journaling and looking back at this past year… at the losses that I need to let Jesus have and heal. And I made a list of the things I need to remember and to celebrate! Too often we forget to celebrate and remember the good things!
WHAT DO YOU NEED TO CELEBRATE FROM THE PAST YEAR? Talk to Jesus about this. And talk to your friends and family too. Share where you have been and what you are feeling like now.
WHAT WOULD HELP YOU PROCESS this past year?
WHAT THINGS WOULD HELP YOU CONNECT with where you really are emotionally and spiritually?
I’m realizing that this will be a longer process of recovery and restoration than I’d like. But we’ve had 16 months of crazy land and it’s still crazy and uncertain due to the variant. So it will take time.
Remember, Compassionate Curiosity! Remember that Jesus is with you right where you are! And I am reminding myself and you too that #RestisHoly
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HERE are some more ideas to help you fill your cup and experience a Sacred Summer and even have CAMP!
You might try some of the Gifts of a Sacred Summer! There is still time to open some gifts in the days ahead!
Play
Rest
Gratitude
Nature
Create
You might try the HEALING Course
TIME TO HEAL that Christine Sine and I led. I help you process healing with art and color!
OR, do our Sacred Summer Retreat:
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by Christine Sine,
Here on Godspace, there are four types of sustainability we talk about – human, economic, social, and environmental.
It is the economic sustainability that seems to be the hardest for us to come to grips with. How do we make decisions that will make it possible for all the people of our planet to flourish economically? It surprises me how many Christians I talk to in the U.S. don’t believe that the minimum wage should provide a living wage for an employee. Even fewer seem to be concerned about where they invest their money, as long as they are making enough for their retirement.
When it comes to investing our money, it seems even more of a challenge. Ethical or socially responsible investing seeks to consider not just financial return but also social good. This has become a booming market in the last few years, but I struggle because it seems that financial gain is still often more important than social good. I also struggle with how to do that without replacing the bondage of slavery with that of dependency. How do we truly bring freedom and liberation?
One form of social investing that is very attractive to many Christians is microloans which are often geared towards the poor and seems to have the potential to bring freedom and liberation, not just to those who live in poverty but to the rich too. The U.S. Small Business Administration provides a list of lenders by state if you are interested. Kiva a non-profit organization that helps individuals and families around the globe to start local business using “loans that change lives”. I first learned about this form of transformative help when I worked with David Bussau, of Opportunity International, on a document on the Biblical basis for micro finance in the early 90s. That document states:
A strong economic base provides the springboard for many dimensions of a family’s life. The provision of capital and income for a man who has been unemployed and ashamed of his inability to provide, often results in reconciliation of families that have been fragmented and separated. It can provide medical care for children whose parents were once denied this right and access to a decent education for children once forced into child labour. Families that have adequate income can provide the essentials of a decent life – shelter, nutrition, immunization, access to clean water and basic health care. These are all examples of the transformation Jesus would have advocated to see families restored to wholeness and abundant life.”
Let’s Consider the Needs of Others.
I believe that we are called to consider the needs of others as more important than our own (Philippians 2:3-4) and above all else to strive to bring wholeness and abundant life especially to those who are poor and marginalized. Jesus showed particular concern for this segment of society, encouraging his followers to give up their possessions and give to the poor. Part of the responsibility of those of us who have resources is to share with those who have no resources. When we do this all our lives are transformed. South African Missiologist, David Bosch, expresses it well,
To become a disciple means a decisive and irrevocable turning to both God and neighbour…. In their being converted to God, rich and poor are converted toward each other.”
To be converted towards each other means that we are all transformed. The rich (and all of us who are middle class in Australia, New Zealand, North America and Europe, are rich) are transformed because we claim a new identity based not on the security of wealth and prestige, but rather on the right and just relationships that are the standards of the God’s eternal kingdom. God sets the wealthy free to serve rather than control others and so devote their attention and wealth to the concerns of God’s eternal world of wholeness and abundance.
To the poor, Jesus also offered a new identity – the opportunity to be free and responsible human beings with dignity and self-worth, able to serve God and others in society as God intended. By his words and actions, Jesus constantly demonstrated that the call of God’s eternal kingdom was to bring this kind of wholeness and abundance to to the lives of those at the margins. The equality Jesus envisioned was not a levelling down in which all became poor but rather a willing abdication of the rights of all so that through the practice of servanthood all might be fulfilled, live in harmony with God, and develop fully the gifts with which God has endowed them.
So my questions for all of us to consider this week are:
- How do we work for sustainability, for the wholeness and abundance of all God’s people and especially those at the margins?
- How do our decisions and actions set those who live in poverty free to be the liberated, fulfilled people God intends them to be?
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written by Margaret Brock, emailed by Carol Dixon,
Opening Prayer
Lord, be with us this afternoon as we spend a short time apart from our usual activities and spend time quietly with you. We thank you for all your love and care towards us over the years and in particular over the past few months. Help us to think about what we can do to show your love and kindness to those around us. Amen.
Reflection part 1
The last few weeks seem to have been dominated by sport – on television, on the radio, in our papers, and in the streets. For some here, I’m sure you’re pleased that at least the football is over. So excuse me if I start off thinking about the football. I must admit I’m a fan and enjoy going to the occasional match and in the past taking my children and more recently my grandchildren. And yes, it always makes it more exciting when your team is winning. Something that hasn’t happened that often in Newcastle over the last few years. For football fans, the Euros certainly put a spring in the step of a lot of people and gave them something to cheer about.
I considered starting this short service by playing “Three Lions on a Shirt”, the England team’s anthem but probably most of you will have heard it rather too many times recently.
There has certainly been a lot of fervour among the supporters of the England team, especially while England was winning. Since then however, things have changed. For weeks, this group of young men have been lauded, adored, and celebrated – while they were winning. Suddenly they lost. They lost a football match. It was not a life and death situation. It was not the end of the world. It was a football match. Whilst true supporters have accepted the disappointment and pointed out how well they had done, both in their matches and in their behaviour, there has been a nasty reaction from some quarters.
The team comprised young men from different backgrounds, different racial heritage, and different life experiences. Unfortunately, when it came to the penalty shootout at the end, the England footballers missed 3 and the Italians missed 2. Not a big difference having been inseparable on goals over 120 minutes. Even more unfortunately, the 3 who missed were all black. Young men aged 19, 21, and 23. Brave enough to volunteer to take a penalty. Brave enough to stand in front of the many thousands at Wembley. Brave enough to be watched by millions round the world. I find it nerve racking enough standing up here in front of about a dozen! For these three men they went, in some people’s eyes, from hero to zero in a few minutes and in some people’s minds that was because of the colour of their skin!
Many people know about Marcus Rashford. During the pandemic, he has worked tirelessly to support children and ensure that they have enough to eat. He has been applauded throughout the country for his work and has even received an MBE for it. But suddenly, he misses a penalty in a football match and is vilified because he is black!
So what sort of country do we live in? And what can we do about it?
Hymn: Inspired by Love and Anger
1 Inspired by love and anger,
disturbed by need and pain,
Informed of God’s own bias,
we ask him once again:
“How long must some folk suffer?
How long can few folk mind?
How long dare vain self interest
turn prayer and pity blind?”
2 From those forever victims
of heartless human greed,
Their cruel plight composes
a litany of need:
“Where are the fruits of justice?
Where are the signs of peace?
When is the day when prisoners
and dreams find their release?”
3 From those forever shackled
to what their wealth can buy,
The fear of lost advantage
provokes the bitter cry,
“Don’t query our position!
Don’t criticise our wealth!
Don’t mention those exploited
by politics and stealth!”
4 To God, who through the prophets
proclaimed a different age,
we offer earth’s indifference,
its agony and rage:
“When will the wronged be righted?
When will the kingdom come?
When will the world be generous
to all instead of some?”
5 God asks, “Who will go for me?
Who will extend my reach?
And who, when few will listen,
will prophesy and preach?
And who, when few bid welcome,
will offer all they know?
And who, when few dare follow,
will walk the road I show?”
6 Amused in someone’s kitchen,
asleep in someone’s boat,
Attuned to what the ancients
exposed, proclaimed and wrote,
A Saviour without safety,
a tradesman without tools
has come to tip the balance
with fishermen and fools.
John L Bell and Graham Maule as quoted in “This is the Day” edited by Neil Paynter.
Traditional: Inspired by Love and Anger – YouTube
Reflection part 2
Apart from singing “Three Lions on a Shirt” and “Sweet Caroline,” the fans also shout “Come on England!” On Sunday night, after the match I flicked through recent posts on Facebook and saw one which Carla Grosch-Miller had shared before the match. It was entitled “Come on England!” This was something which throughout the tournament has been heard many times. But these words are rather different.
“Three lions on a shirt” refers repeatedly to “Football’s coming home.” But the poem that Carla posted doesn’t refer to a football match or any other game but to the type of country we would like to live in.
Come on England!
What I want to come home
is social justice,
honest leaders
who can point the way away
from intolerance and blame.
What I want to come home
is a sense of shame
at homelessness
and people who cannot even
afford to eat.
What I want to lose
is an uncaring elite
who can bathe in banknotes
and lie without blinking.
I want my country back
and not just for ninety minutes,
I want the unpicked to be chosen
and find that the limits
imposed by their births
have rusted and broken.
I want my people awoken
for more than just
a dribble of time
in between the bylines.
England still can be
what it always should
when every player awakes
and plays for each other.
By Harry Gallagher, quoted by Carla Grosch-Miller on Facebook Sunday 11th July 2021
So yes, we can cheer at a football match, or watching on the TV “Come on England.” We can nail our allegiances to a football mast. We can get excited when a “Brit” does well at Wimbledon or our cricket team wins an exciting match. We can get behind our country when we see the pageantry of The Trooping of the Colour or the State Opening of Parliament.
But what sort of society do we live in and what do we really want for England, Scotland, or wherever our loved ones live? And what can we do about it?
Bible Reading:
“34 As he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things. 35 When it grew late, his disciples came to him and said, “This is a deserted place, and the hour is now very late; 36 send them away so that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy something for themselves to eat. 37 But he answered them, ‘You give them something to eat.’ They said to him, ‘Are we to go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread, and give it to them to eat?’ 38 And he said to them, ‘How many loaves have you? Go and see.’ When they had found out, they said ‘Five, and two fish.’ 39 Then he ordered them to get all the people to sit down in groups on the green grass. 40 So they sat down in groups of hundreds and of fifties. 41 Taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to the disciples to set before the people; and divided the two fish among them all. 42 And all ate and were filled: 43 And they took up twelve baskets full of broken pieces of the fish. 44 Those who had eaten the loaves numbered five thousand men.” (Mark 6:34-44 NRSV)
We know that Jesus cared for the spiritual wellbeing of people but He also cared for the physical wellbeing of the people who followed Him and He told his disciples to feed them. A task that seemed way beyond them, but He was with them and everyone was fed. What can we do to feed the spiritual and physical needs of those around us? It doesn’t have to be the big tasks like Marcus Rashford. It may be praying, making that telephone call, or just sitting quietly with someone in distress. We can all do our part to make England a place to come home to.
Hymn: Will you come and follow me?
1 Will you come and follow me
If I but call your name?
Will you go where you don’t know
And never be the same?
Will you let my love be shown?
Will you let my name be known
Will you let my life be grown in you
And you in me?
2 Will you leave yourself behind
If I but call your name?
Will you care for cruel and kind
And never be the same?
Will you risk the hostile stare
Should your life attract or scare?
Will you let me answer prayer in you
And you in me?
3 Will you let the blinded see
If I but call your name?
Will you set the prisoners free
And never be the same?
Will you kiss the leper clean
And do such as this unseen
And admit to what I mean in you
And you in me?
4 Will you love the “you” you hide
if I but call your name?
Will you quell that fear inside
and never be the same?
Will you use the faith you’ve found
to reshape the world around
through my sight and touch and sound
in you, and you in me?
5 Lord, your summons echoes true
when you but call my name.
Let me turn and follow you
and never be the same.
In your company I’ll go,
where your love and footsteps show,
thus I’ll move and live and grow
in you, and you in me.
John L Bell and Graham Maule as quoted in “This is the Day” edited by Neil Paynter.
NB This version contains an extra verse (v3) to the version of this hymn as found in Rejoice and Sing.
Will you come and follow me – YouTube
Closing prayer
Lord, help us to do what we can to make the lives of people around us better, brighter. Help us to want our country, and the world in which we live, to care for the sick and homeless, the people who have no hope left. Let us not be limited by our lack of faith in You. Show us what we can each do for You, in our own small way. Amen
Grace
May the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, and the Love of God and the Fellowship of the Holy Spirt be with us all now and evermore. Amen
Written by Margaret Brock for Worship on Wednesday, July 14, 2021. Used with permission. Photo by Jeffrey F Lin on Unsplash.
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Australia, we learnt in school, is a land “of fires, droughts and flooding rains” (Dorothea Mackellar) and fire has been a formative part of the human history of our land for sixty thousands years.
In January 2021, while summer ‘wild fires’ decimated many areas of Eastern Australia, we in Western Australia largely escaped, but just north of where I live 40,000 hectares (100,000 acres) of the Stirling Range National Park was affected by a serious, uncontrolled fire. The Australian Broadcasting Commission reported that, “Rare and unique flora and fauna in Western Australia’s Stirling Range may never fully recover from a massive series of fires which devastated the national park, which is considered one of the world’s most important biodiversity hotspots.” The photograph shows that the trees appear dead and the understory, once full of plants, is now only bare soil. The destruction of the fire appears complete. Everything is dead. But is it?
Following the fire, six months and twelve months after the fire, two plants in the Stirling Ranges caught my eye with their spectacular displays. They spoke to me of the resilience, renewal and beauty inherent in God’s creation and told me that, all may appear destroyed but this is not the end for that we all face a purifying fire through which that which we have created in love will remain forever (1 Cor 3:13; 13:3).
The Balga or WA Grass Tree
The photo on the left shows grass trees in the understory of a Jarrah forest. This forest had been ‘cool burned’ in the previous year, hence the lack of litter.The photo in the centre shows older grass trees. Balgas grow slowly (6cm or ¼” per year) and so this pair of trees would be about 150 years old. The photo on the right shows the flower spikes of the grass trees. Balgas are extremely flammable and their ‘trunks’ (compressed leaves for they are a monocotyledon) are always blackened by fire.
In the immediate aftermath of a hot fire, the balgas are reduced to black stems bereft of all their green spikey leaves. But fire also stimulates the balga to send up their flower spike. About a year ago, six months after the fire and at the beginning of the rainy season, the regeneration of the bush had begun, beginning with the balgas. Amongst the black, bleak landscape green leaves had begun to appear. The trees, which had lost their branches, were shooting from their trunks and the balgas had not only begun to shoot leaves but, in response to the fire, every balga (from the smallest to the tallest) had put forth a 2m flower spike. It seemed as though there were thousands of flower spikes all pointing heavenward. It was a wonderful sight but I have no photographic evidence, for I was in too much of a hurry, to stop and let the vision speak to me. In a usual winter, the balgas would have been obscured by the other shrubs and trees, but this July they were the first heralds of the ‘new life’ following what seemed at the time to be the universal death of the living world of the Stirling Ranges. Thousands of living arms pointing to the heavens showed me that, in God’s economy, death can destroy nothing of value and the resurrection is a sure sign that new life is coming. The church proclaims: “Christ is Risen” and the balgas and the faithful respond: “He is Risen Indeed”.
The Moojar or Christmas Tree
These photos, of the Moojar or Christmas Tree, were taken almost exactly one year after the fire that ‘totally’ destroyed the flora of the Stirling Range National Park. Notice how, in the left hand photo, a range of understory plants are in rapid growth and on the trees leaves are forming the beginnings of new branches. In the photo on the right the dead skeletons of 2-3 m shrubs can also be seen, but they are not dead. New shoots are emerging from the root ball. The spikey leaves of the taller form of grass tree can also be seen in this photo. But far more impressive, are the Christmas Trees in full flower. The Nuytsia floribunda’s spectacular flowers are seen every Christmas throughout the Southern part of Western Australia. The right hand photo is a very poor representation of the astounding visual impact of hundreds of spots of bright orange ‘fire’ standing out against the black and dull green of the landscape. Seeing this spectacular vista reinforced the impotence of the fires of death to destroy beauty and life. The ranges had suffered and groaned through the fire, but the plants of this land have adapted to frequent fire and showed the fires of suffering are a purifying prelude to glory. This vista was a vision for it was as if the hills were alive with Moses style burning bushes. Moses vision of a burning bush that was not consumed, was accompanied by a voice, “the place where you are standing is holy ground.” So too I heard the mooja’s glorious ‘fire flowers’ as a call to acknowledge I too was standing on holy ground. And, for Moses, the fire without led to vision of a fire burning within him and calling him to free and lead his people. It seems that, for the remainder of his life, Moses was guided and strengthened by the light and warmth of his inner fire. A vision ignited by his sight of the bush “that burned but was not destroyed”.
Spiritual Significance of Balga and Moojar
The Noongar people of South Western Australia too saw holy awe in the ‘burning bush’ flowers of the moojar. “The moojar was regarded as “highly spiritual” because it was associated with the spirits of the dead who according to the ‘old people’ “camped” on the branches and flowers of the tree on their way to Kurannup – the land of the ancestors.” (see nuytusia floribunda significance ). The balga too has an important link to fire for Noongar people. “The balga bush is important to Noongar for lighting fires, whether it is in their homes or when they go out to the bush” (Donna Rioli,).
Fire was essential to the Noongar way of life and burning the land was an important way of caring for country. For 60,000 years, every year and throughout the year, fire accompanied Noongars as they cared for country by burning the land. When the cold and rainy months began they could not burn the land but they needed fire to keep warm and cook. So ‘camp’ fires were kept burning all year and when it was time to move it was the responsibility of the women to protect and carry the embers which would be used to start the fires for a new camp. This was the third image that spoke to me. The women carried the fires next to their hearts, but this fire was not only for them, it was for sharing with others and they had to feed, nurture, protect and hold in mind their inner fire until the time came for the fire to blaze once more.
Poem
I’ve always wanted to see trees dance, mountains skip and, in the mountain cave, hear the still, small voice. Now I am old, I realise I could always hear and see these things (they are everywhere) if I paid attention.
After the Fire
Balga stretch their thin arms towards
The dark winter sky
Moojah flowers shine with an iridescent glow
Against the blackened hills
The rocks on the hilltops
Dance in sublime stillness
Silently, Noongar women walk
Through the mountain passes
With fire held close to their breasts
Questions
- How do you “feed, nurture, protect and hold in mind” your inner fire?
- Who carries the fire for your family, church, community?
- Be still and silent and you will begin to be guided, strengthened and warmed by the fire of the Spirit you carry within.
Notes:
- Balga
- for the balga see https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xanthorrhoea_preissii. The photo shows the Stirling Range National Park about 14 months after the fire. The grass tree is not a balga (Xanthorrhoea preissii) but another grass tree (Kingia australis).
- Balgas were also used by Noongars for food and, as a child, when I daily rode our horse out to bring in the cows for milking, the fresh, sweet leaves of the balga Old Silver’s favourite food and it was impossible to stop the horse heading for the nearest balga.
- I’ve always thought that the mooja protected themselves from the 19thC British settlers:
- The settlers used Noongar labour to clear, burn and fence the land (or fence themselves off the land!) but Noongars wouldn’t touch the Christmas trees so they were left in place.
- Farmers also didn’t want to fell the Christmas trees either because the ‘tree’ is parasitic and, in place, the Christmas trees were a sign to the farmers of hidden logs beneath the ground (on which the Christmas trees were feeding) which would wreck their ploughs. After WWII, this was not a problem for the big machinery!
- My grandmother (b1902) would not allow Christmas tree bloom into our farmhouse, despite it being an abundant and beautiful Christmas flower. She insisted that it was ‘bad luck’, and, now I think that this attitude had been inherited from Noongar tradition.
- The left hand mooja photo in the text is probably not one tree but about 7 moojas all feeding off the underground remains of a fallen tree.
- The importance of fire to Noongar people:
- “Noongar land, often referred to as moort boodja (family run), and the area in which we work, hunt and visit, was protected and managed. This was done with kala (fire). Noongar people periodically burnt off the grass to provide a new crop of sweeter grasses in the season to come. In addition to fire management, we have also used conservation principles in a system of lore related to food.” (https://www.noongarculture.org.au/noongar-lore/)
- “Under Waymen’s boork (kangaroo skin coat) I could see the smoke curling out from her carla (fire) or fire-bark composed of three pieces of smouldering bark. When the fires were made up, the carla would be put into dry leaves and blown-on, then carefully put out and relighted when it was time to travel.” My Noongar Friends (Ethel Hassell)
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A couple of weeks ago, our associate rector Rev. Danae Ashley preached from 2 Samuel 6:12b-16 (NLT):
So David went there and brought the Ark of God from the house of Obed-edom to the City of David with a great celebration. 13 After the men who were carrying the Ark of the Lord had gone six steps, David sacrificed a bull and a fattened calf. 14 And David danced before the Lord with all his might, wearing a priestly garment.[f] 15 So David and all the people of Israel brought up the Ark of the Lord with shouts of joy and the blowing of rams’ horns.
Michal’s Contempt for David
16 But as the Ark of the Lord entered the City of David, Michal, the daughter of Saul, looked down from her window. When she saw King David leaping and dancing before the Lord, she was filled with contempt for him.
She started by asking a question I have never thought of: “What could cause Michal to hate David?”. As Mother Danae pointed out, Michal did not begin by hating David. In fact, she fell in love with him, lying to and deceiving her father to protect him. She is in fact the only woman in the Bible said to love a man but that love is unrequited. Instead her father uses her love against her to manipulate David into going into battle with the Philistines, hoping he will be killed. Then David seeks out not Michal, but her brother Jonathan, and David and Jonathan pledge mutual love. Michal is once more betrayed. David goes on to take many wives abandoning Michal again and she ends her life with no child, left in what was known as living widowhood by David.
By the time I had finished listening to her sermon, I was beginning to think that David wasn’t a very nice man at all especially in the way he treated women. Not only did Michal suffer but Bathsheba whom he probably raped, did too. And one wonders how many of his other wives suffered under his hand.
It was theologian John Stott who many years ago encouraged me to make sure I was asking the right questions as I read the scriptures and used as an example for my life. Now, as I listened to this interpretation of Michal’s story, I found myself not only with growing anger towards David, but also with a feeling of shame as I realized how easily I had viewed her story from David’s victorious and patriarchal perspective. Like so many of us, I have allowed the questions her life should have raised for me to remain unvoiced. So I am haunted by Michal’s story and by the stories of so many others who throughout history have been dehumanized by the powerful and the wealthy and labelled as bitter and cruel or as violent and murderous as a result. As Mother Danae reminds us – when we do not see all as of equal value before God, respect the humanity of every human being, and listen to the stories of those who are still at the margins, it is justice that is the major victim.
So as we strive to “return to normal”, I wonder what other questions I need to grapple with that I have tended to ignore. I live a very comfortable life and have suffered very little during the pandemic but I am concerned. Should this be normal when so many have lost loved ones, health, and economic security? It should not be normal for some of our most essential workers to work for less than a living wage when others who live in comfort accumulate great wealth. It should not be normal for the gap between rich and poor to be growing. It should not be normal for some to struggle to find housing when others live in mansions. It should not be normal for some countries to still struggle to find vaccines for their people while others accumulate stockpiles.
The pandemic has opened my eyes to inequalities in our society that I was not aware of, but it has also opened my eyes to misperceptions in the scriptures I had never noticed. I think that stories like Michal’s will continue to haunt me, and need to do so, in order to encourage me to grapple with new questions that help me to see more of who God is and who God wants me to become. What are the new questions you find yourself grappling with as you read the Bible? How has the pandemic opened up the scriptures and nourished your life? Who are the Michals of our world that need to be uplifted?
If you would like to listen to Rev. Danae Ashley’s entire sermon it begins at 22:32 minutes and is well worth reflecting on.
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