Coming Home
I don’t know about you
but sometimes, more often
than I would like,
I find myself
living in a distant land
far from home.
It’s a place where
I work too hard,
where I’m over-responsible
out of touch with
my true feelings
my real identity.
It’s a place where I
forget who I am
and whose I am
In this distant country
hungry and miserable,
I resolve to begin
the long journey home.
Surely I can work for my Father
live as a hired hand
in the home where I was once
his beloved child.
Turning toward home
I wonder why I reject my
Father’s love and care.
Why do I work so hard?
What am I trying to prove?
I know my self-sufficiency
separates me from those I love
and those who love me.
Walking I fill the hours
thinking about what I’ll say
when I arrive home.
I’ll tell my Father
I’m not worthy to be your child
I’m not worthy of your love
let me be your servant.
While I’m still far away
My father sees me
has compassion on me
runs to meet me
puts his arms around me
and kisses me.
I try to tell him,
“I’m not worthy to be your child”.
Paying no attention
he calls for the servants
to get me a robe
-the best one
a ring for my finger
sandals for my feet.
I thought I was coming home
on my terms
my plan, my way
as a servant not a son.
The moment you called for the best robe,
the ring, the sandals
I had to decide
whether I would insist on coming home
my way, on my terms.
Or would I simply
be still and receive
the robe, ring, and sandals
all tokens of your great kindness
a love so vast
I am overwhelmed.
I know I don’t deserve
your love, grace, and mercy
perhaps that’s the point.
I can never come home on my terms-
my definitions of
don’t deserve
don’t belong
don’t matter so much anymore.
I’m finding as I let go of my way
I’m free to come home
to who I am and whose I am
your beloved child.
Far from you
it seemed no one gave my anything.
Coming home I realize
all that I am, and all that I have,
are your gifts,
given to me as signs
of your love and grace.
Being cared for
allows me to let go
of working so hard for you
to simply enjoy being with you
resting in your love
living in your grace
wearing the robe
-the best one
the ring
sandals on my feet
home at last-
-Paula Mitchell
Bio 
She is the founder and program director of Doorways Ministries providing days of prayer, Ignatian retreats, and a 9 month program based on the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius as ways of deepening our lives with Christ. She is also the city coordinator for the Ignatian Spirituality Project, a Jesuit organization dedicated to offering spiritual retreats inspired by Ignatian Spirituality to people experiencing homelessness.
“To be free is not merely to cast off one’s chains, but to live in a way that respects and enhances the freedom of others.”
Nelson Mandela
This quote from Nelson Mandela, who died last week, has revolved in my mind as we plan for a new year at Mustard Seed Associates. Central to our organization is the desire, not just to cast off our own chains, but to see all of God’s creatures freed and made whole. There is a growing longing in all our hearts to inspire and connect those who want to make a difference in our world; providing resources to equip others to create new models for life and faith for the future is our growing passion.
One of the remarkable things about Nelson Mandela is that he emerged after 28 years in prison, not with bitterness but with purpose. It was that purpose and that longing for freedom for all the peoples of South Africa that drove his life. Mandela’s words and life example inspire me to believe that we too can make a difference and work to bring glimpses of the freedom, wholeness, and shalom of God’s new world into being. To become the people God intends us to be, to see the world God intends emerge, we too need purpose and the desire to see God’s wholeness emerge in our world.
Making God’s Purposes Our Purposes
As I shared in our last MSA Imaginings, 2013 has given birth to new and exciting avenues for us to equip those who want to make God’s purposes more central to their own purposes. New retreats designed to guide us on our journey into wholeness and new Advent podcasts and reflections encouraging us to take our call to God’s purposes more seriously are small steps in this direction. Andy Wade’s work with the homeless in Hood River, Tom’s mentoring of local Christian leaders, and my own recent appointment to the Food and Faith Initiative here in Seattle are other examples of how we seek to live this out in our lives.
This longing for wholeness and freedom, and the desire to be God’s instruments in attaining it, are reflected in the rich and varied contributions from around the world to our Advent series Coming Home: Uncovering Our Roots in the Advent Story. The Advent video, wonderful podcasts produced by Ryan Marsh and the daily reflections that explore some of these themes are being widely shared across Facebook and Twitter and by networks like Evangelicals for Social Action, Parish Collective and Missio Alliance. Many of us long to come home to God’s world and want to strive with every breath to bring freedom, abundance and wholeness to all creation.
Begin the Year Right
This next year will provide many new opportunities to equip ourselves as God’s instruments of freedom and wholeness. We plan to hold several workshops and retreat days here at the Mustard Seed House in Seattle. Each of these is a stand alone opportunity for enrichment and equipping but together will provide an integrated year-long program in sustainable living and sustainable faith. Also by the end of 2014 we should have these available as online retreat processes to enable our associates around Lthe world to journey with us.
Our first workshop at the Mustard Seed House will be held January 11, 2014: Creating Your Best Life for 2014. Tom Sine will challenge participants to develop a sense of calling for the year and encourage them to create a one year plan that integrates spiritual growth and creative new possibilities for their lives.
Create Your Best Life Throughout the Year
To create our best life for the entire year we need discipline and regular renewal. On March 1st I will facilitate our pre-Lent retreat, Return to Our Senses in Lent, and on November 15th, just before Advent, Return to Our Senses in Advent. Like the retreats that Tom and I take several times a year, these days are designed to help all of us keep our lives focused on God’s purposes and not allow the secular culture to distract us. Without this type of intentionality we will never become the people God intends us to be.
Our integrated series on sustainable faith and sustainable life also includes:
- To Garden with God, a full-day workshop on April 12th Co-led by Christine Sine and Andy Wade, and
- Justice At the Table, a full-day workshop on September 27th led by Andy Wade
We hope you will also save the date for our annual Celtic retreat, August 8-10 on Camano Island too. Come be inspired, and renewed and create new possibilities for your life.
New Resources for Your Best Life
We also intend to produce two new seasonal resources in 2014 to guide our journey. The first of these, “A Journey Into Wholeness: Soul Travel From Lent to Easter”, will be available in January. It is based on our popular Lenten guide and is in response to the many requests we have had for daily reflections to guide us through the season of Lent and Easter. The second publication, “Coming Home: Uncovering Our Roots in the Advent Story”, will flow out of the motivational reflections posted on Godspace during Advent in the last couple of years.
These developments make us aware of how important construction on the Mustard Seed Village is. We long for the completion of this facility that will provide a home for a centre of imagination and creativity. We look forward to the day when we can gather larger groups for inspiration and creativity.
Will you help us equip others to become all that God intends them to be?
Your year end gift will enable us to:
- develop new resources that can inspire and equip Christian leaders into the future
- complete our first building at the Mustard Seed Village and provide a place for all of us to gather for inspiration and creativity.
Would you consider:
- A monthly gift of $10, $20, $50 or $100 for the next 12 months to help us develop new resources and online retreat processes that stir our imaginations and encourage creativity?
- An end of year gift of $100, $250, $500 or $1,000 to help us grow the mustard seeds that make a difference in God’s world?
Thank you for being a part of Mustard Seed Associates
God bless you as we celebrate the joy of this season and prepare to celebrate the coming of our Saviour Jesus Christ.
Sincerely,
Christine Sine
Executive Director MSA
Bearing the Joy-Light
Today’s post is by Kimberlee Conway Ireton. Kimberlee is the mother of four children, an avid reader, and the author of The Circle of Seasons: Meeting God in the Church Year and a recently released memoir, Cracking Up: A Postpartum Faith Crisis. She and her family worship at Bethany Presbyterian Church in Seattle.
My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord,
and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior…
for the Mighty One has done great things for me,
and holy is his name.”—Luke 1:46-49
The watchword for this third week of Advent is “rejoice,” and it is connected with Mary whose “soul doth magnify the Lord” (Luke 1:46 KJV). This week also has a different color than the other weeks of Advent: pink, for joy.
Mary’s words and the change in liturgical colors remind us that this time of waiting and preparation is a joyful time, that even in the midst of fasting and repentance we can know joy because, as Mary sang in the Magnificat, “God has done great things for [us].”
In my Protestant upbringing, Mary was simply a Jewish peasant girl who was the mother of Jesus. I’ve since learned that Catholic and Orthodox Christians have a much richer and more symbolic understanding of Mary. They call her theotokos, Mother of God, God-bearer. She is the symbol of humanity itself, fallen but willingly entering into a restored relationship with God through her “yes” to the angel’s proclamation that she would be the mother of the Messiah.
By bearing in her womb the Son of God, she makes possible the Incarnation and, thus, later, the crucifixion and Resurrection. In so doing, she turns the mourning of our fallenness into the rejoicing of our redemption. It is God who does these great things, to be sure, as Mary herself proclaims, but how great a God we serve, that he would allow us, invite us, long for us to participate in his redeeming work in the world.
For one friend of mine, the annual sending of a Christmas letter is a way she reflects on the past year, noticing with joy (and sometimes surprise) the ways God has been present and faithful in her life and also the ways she has been able to be part of God’s work in her corner of the world. Receiving this annual missive, I rejoice with my friend in the great things God is doing in her and through her.
During Advent, we are to be like my friend, joyfully aware of the presence of God in our lives. And like Mary, we are to wait actively, joyfully, and expectantly for the new life that has been, is being, and will be born into the world. Also like Mary, we are to be agents of this birthing.
We are to bear the Joy-Light of the world into the world.
—an edited excerpt from The Circle of Seasons: Meeting God in the Church Year
Bio
Today’s post is by Kimberlee Conway Ireton. Kimberlee is the mother of four children, an avid reader, and the author of The Circle of Seasons: Meeting God in the Church Year and a recently released memoir, Cracking Up: A Postpartum Faith Crisis. She and her family worship at Bethany Presbyterian Church in Seattle.
good samaritan – van gogh
Last week my Advent post revolved around the question Is There Room For Jesus to Find a Home in Our Hearts. This week I want us to think about how comfortable we might feel in the kingdom of God.
The final coming to which Advent points us is the coming of Christ and his kingdom of justice righteousness and abundance for all at the end of time. This is meant to be a deep longing that whets our souls for the coming in all its fullness of the eternal world of God for which we should strive with every breath.
But how comfortable will we be in the kingdom? N.T. Wright says that the language of the kingdom is love. I think it is not just the language, it is the culture. It permeates everything that happens in God’s eternal world. It is more than the words we speak. It is what fires our imagination. In the words of this prayer by Father Pedro Arrupe is determines what we do with our time what breaks our hearts and what gives us joy.
Jesus frequently tells his disciples to “love the Lord your God with all your heart and love your neighbours as yourself.” Do this and we will accomplish all that the prophets and the law asks of us. James calls this the royal law.
I have spent many years travelling in countries not my own, feeling uncomfortable in the culture, unable to understand the language. It is hard. I suspect that for many of us the kingdom of God will be just as uncomfortable a home as these foreign lands have initially been for me.
Unfortunately I have never become proficient in any language other than English primarily because I was rarely in a country long enough to immerse myself in the language, learn the words and put them into practice.
So how do we learn the language and culture of God’s world? How do be learn to be comfortable in the kingdom for which we long with every breath?
First we learn to speak the language of love and the place that we learn it is in the place of prayer. As I say in my book Return to Our Senses,
I imagine prayer as any process that draws us toward God and God’s new kingdom where we walk, talk and commune with our loving God in a place of abundance and peace and harmony for all. I imagine prayer as a new way of looking and listening and interacting with the world so that we are constantly uncovering the love of God which shines through every moment and enlivens every creature (p5)
Then we need to practice the language.
Paul begins his great discourse on love by saying “let me show you the way of life that is best of all (1 Cor 12:31). Learning to practice love both for God and for our neighbours in every moment of the day is the best life any of us can attain to. It is the only way to truly connect our hearts to the heart of God and discover that intimacy which all of us crave. (p44)
Probably the most wonderful example of someone who came to find his home in the kingdom and live in its culture while he was here on earth is the apostle John. He walked more closely with Jesus than anyone. He must have immersed himself in kingdom ways as he watched and talked to his beloved friend. He began life as a son of thunder which means he probably had a volatile temper. He became the apostle of love. His letters provide wonderful glimpses into what that culture looks like and he tells us:
We know what real love is because jesus gave up his life for us. So we also ought to give up our lives for our brothers and sisters. If someone has enough money to live well and sees a brother or sister in need but shows no compassion-how can God’s love be in that person? Dear children, let’s not merely say we love each other; let us show the truth by our actions. (1 John 3:16, 17).
And if you are looking for a more contemporary role model, Nelson Mandela is someone to emulate. Acting from love rather than hate he transformed his country.
We will not find a comfortable home in God’s kingdom unless we practice its ways now – learning to speak its language, learning to act according to its customs, becoming passionate about justice, healing and caring. Committing our lives to overcome oppression, share with those who are destitute, or hungry, caring for the creation that is God’s loving gift to us. The evidence is that this is why the early church grew so rapidly. Not just because it talked about love but because it practiced it in an outrageous, revolutionary way.
This is the life towards which the advent of Christ beckons and challenges us. Will you make God’s kingdom ways your ways? What new commitments could you make in the coming year to see the culture of God’s kingdom enter our world and touch the lives of those around you?
Story by Mary September- Music by Tracy Howe Wispelwey, In Mansions and Church of the Beloved
- Reflection by Rev. Karen Ward, All Souls Episcopal Church, Portland, OR
- Meditation by Christine Sine, Mustard Seed Associates
- Produced by Ryan Marsh, Church of the Beloved, Edmonds WA
Listen to Mary September reflect on the pain of separation from her family and home. Join Karen Ward in her reflections on Advent and Tracy Howe Wispelwey’s beautiful song. The closing meditation comes from Waiting for the Light: An Advent Devotional.
Or right click this link and save to your computer Advent Podcast Week Three
Join us each day this week as we continue to reflect on the theme Coming Home
Ponder with us: Where would you like to see Christ born in your neighbourhood and in your life this week?
This is the third of four Advent podcasts produced by Ryan Marsh of Church of the Beloved for the Godspace blog.
If you missed the first podcast you can listen to it here and you can find the second podcast here
You may also like to check out this Advent Mediation Video Coming Home to the Story of God
And if you would like to reflect on the daily posts from the first two weeks of Advent you can do so here:
- Stable, Inn or Welcoming Home, Where Was Jesus Born and Why Does it Matter?
- Peace Dancing by Esther Hizsa
- Mary and Mindfulness by Kristin Carroccino
- Advent is All About Light by Kate Kennington Steer
- A Summertime Advent by David Bayne
- Pancha Rathas by Amanda Geers
- Is there Room for Jesus to Find a Home in My Heart – Christine Sine
- Wait, Hope, See by Kimberlee Conway Ireton
- Tis the Season of Joy or is It – Christine Sine
- Coming Home by Alex Tang
- Finding Home and Homes by Lynne Baab
- What is the Future You Want to Come Home to by Tom Sine?
- Where’s Home by Andy Wade
Those who are just starting to follow this series may like to watch our Advent meditation video too.
And don’t forget our other Mustard Seed resources including these beautiful prayer cards that we have put together. Your purchase of these resources is one way to help support the Godspace blog and the ministry of Mustard Seed Associates.
We hope that you will join us next week and the following for our fourth and last podcast.
Week Four of Coming Home
- Story by Mustard Seed House
- Music by Lacey Brown, In Mansions and Church of the Beloved
- Reflection by Tom Sine, Mustard Seed Associates
- Meditation by Christine Sine, Mustard Seed Associates
- Produced by Ryan Marsh, Church of the Beloved
Intense Training
The liturgy of Advent…helps us to understand the fullness of the value and meaning of the mystery of Christmas.
It is not just about commemorating the historical event, which occurred some 2,000 years ago in a little village of Judea. Instead, we must understand that our whole life should be an “advent,” in vigilant expectation of Christ’s final coming.
To prepare our hearts to welcome the Lord, who, as we say in the Creed, will come one day to judge the living and the dead, we must learn to recognize his presence in the events of daily life. Advent is then a period of intense training that directs us decisively to the One who has already come, who will come, and who continuously comes.
—Pope John Paul II
I encourage you to look for Jesus today, friends—and tell it on the mountain (or maybe just in the comments) when you see Him.
Photos by >Kimberlee Conway Ireton
– Andy Wade –
Where’s home? Our theme for this Advent is “Coming Home: Uncovering Our Roots in the Advent Story”, but what if you don’t know where home is? I was thinking about a family friend who recently wandered off from home. She has Alzheimers and, for whatever reason, decided to take a walk by herself. Unable to find her way home, she spent the night outside, cold, alone, afraid.
Search teams went door to door that night looking for her. They searched all night along the many local trails and paths until she was finally found the following morning. Fortunately it was summer and the nights were not too cool.
I’ve been thinking about this incident as I’ve reflected on our theme.
Christine speaks of three “comings” in Advent:
- Jesus’ first coming over 2000 years ago
- Jesus’ coming to us today as Emmanuel, God with us, and
- Jesus’ coming again, our anticipation of his return when all things will be made whole.
But here again I wondered, “What if we don’t know where ‘home’ is?”
Advent reminds us clearly of all three of these homecomings, but often we get distracted, disoriented, disconnected. In fact, it’s easy to focus solely on Jesus’ coming as a baby in a manger at Christmas and forget his very real presence with us today… and the future coming we ache for. Like my family friend, we end up wandering trails that seem familiar and yet, try as we might, we can’t seem to find home.
On a personal level, I’m challenged to ask myself:
- Which coming makes me most uncomfortable? Why?
- Which coming do I find most difficult to live into, to express in action and/or to share with others? Why?
These are all very important questions as they challenge me to explore my own assumptions about who Jesus is and why I choose to follow. They also expose my own prejudices about Jesus and might just cause me to re-read the “Christmas Story” with new eyes.
Coming home also has another side
As my friend huddled in the cool night air, she was not really alone. The whole community had mobilized to find her. And this is the other side of the Christmas Story: God became flesh to seek us out, and then called us to embody this love for others. Homecoming assumes community, and the community of Jesus is one that, compelled by love and grace, is ever-expanding:
Scripture reassures us, “No one who trusts God like this—heart and soul—will ever regret it.” It’s exactly the same no matter what a person’s religious background may be: the same God for all of us, acting in the same incredibly generous way to everyone who calls out for help. “Everyone who calls, ‘Help, God!’ gets help.” (Rom. 10:11-13 – Message)
But how can people call for help if they don’t know who to trust? And how can they know who to trust if they haven’t heard of the One who can be trusted? And how can they hear if nobody tells them? And how is anyone going to tell them, unless someone is sent to do it? That’s why Scripture exclaims, A sight to take your breath away! Grand processions of people telling all the good things of God! Romans 10:11-15 (The Message)
So as I consider what it means to come home this Advent season, to “rediscover my roots in the Advent story”, I’m reminded that those roots grow both deep and wide. In fact, I discover that I really cannot come home, not as Jesus calls me to, unless I’m traveling that path home with others, as sojourners both to, and with, Christ.
What do I long for as I “Come Home” through the Advent story?
- I long to come home to a God who loves me, loves us, love the whole creation, so much that God would lay it all aside, become Emmanuel, and embrace us where we are, as we are.
- I long to come home to a God who does not abandon us, but is Emmanuel right here, right now, and calls us, as God’s holy community, to become emmanuel to our neighbors.
- And I long to come home to God’s future; all things reconciled to Christ (Col. 1:19-20), made whole, at peace, cradled in the grace and love of God.
How about you?
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