I come into awareness of myself in your presence
seated with you in my blue rocking chair.
I come into the stillness of the room,
light a candle of simple faith.
I place every worry that comes to mind into your care
and stretch out my thoughts into prayer,
mindful of the sounds of the listening morning
and the waking of dawn.
The song of the hour is gentle
and soft, as night eases to day.
There is no hurry in the calling of birds
and the crashing of waves on the shore.
I lean back into your full knowing of me
and allow each blockage release
from off of my mind with the love of your hand
on my head, and the sound of your singing.
I think of your movements in my life;
no hindrance is too big for you, each worry recedes
as you part wide the waters, on clear golden pathways
of peace, you are walking me home.
public domain painting from rawpixel, by Claude Monet
Our next Facebook Live will be delayed a week – Christine and Lilly will talk about Celtic Christianity, as Lilly has the opportunity to attend a retreat with John Philip Newell! Join Christine Sine and Lilly Lewin on Wednesday, February 23rd 2022 at 9 am PT (check my timezone) for our next FB Live happening on our Godspace Light Community Facebook Group! Can’t make it? No worries–we upload the sessions on our youtube channel so you can still enjoy the lively discussions and interesting topics. And catch us live for the next session–happening here!
These last couple of weeks have been very important for me. Two weeks ago Tom and I went on one of our regular retreats to Anacortes, about an hour north of Seattle. We stayed in a B&B that looks out over the water. We enjoyed a beautiful few days of sunshine after a long stretch of dark rainy days and I spent much of my time delighting in the changing light of the day. The low-hanging sun glistened on the water and painted the heavens with sunrise and sunset colours of pink and red and orange. And in between sparkling water patterns danced with me through the day. It took my breath away.

Anacortes – winter sun photo Christine Sine
From the rising of the sun to the place where it sets, the name of the Lord is to be praised. I read in Psalm 113:3 NIV or as it translates in The Passion Translation From sunrise-brilliance to sunset beauty, lift up his praise from dawn to dusk (113:3)
There is something very special about the winter sun in places that are as far from the equator as Anacortes is. Even when it shines through the clouds it quickly catches my attention, sometimes hanging like a great orb of light on the horizon. And when it is hidden behind gloomy rain clouds I am still aware of its life-giving presence.
Our days away were the perfect introduction to the celebration of Candlemas. On February 2nd, here in the northern hemisphere, it is the midpoint between the winter solstice and the spring equinox. This festival marks the celebration of Christ’s presentation in the temple in Jerusalem 40 days after his birth where Simeon’s beautiful prayer in Luke 2:32 proclaimed him as bringing light to the Gentiles. As a symbol of this, traditionally the candles that would be used throughout the year were blessed on this day. In the northern hemisphere, Candlemas also celebrates the coming of the first signs of spring. In fact I discovered with delight this year that snowdrops – one of the earliest flowers of spring – are known as Candlemas bells. What was even more delightful was that when I raced outside for a look see, I found my snowdrops flowering beautifully in my own garden.

Snowdrops
This week I merged my joy in the winter sunshine with my celebration of Jesus as the light of the world and my discernment journey for the year. This is an important season to take note of the light of Christ shining in us, through us and around us. John Philip Newell in his book Sacred Earth Sacred Soul reminds us that “Light is woven through all things like a thread of gold.” Think about it. Without the light of the sun there would be no physical life on earth. Without the light of Jesus there would be no spiritual life. There is indeed a thread of light in all things.
I am lighting extra candles each morning as I begin my day and reciting the words of Psalm 113:3 in the Passion Translation at the same time. I have some exciting ideas taking shape in my mind and look forward to sharing them with you in the near future.
As I do so, I am also aware that in the church year this is the last celebration of light before we enter the painful journey of Lent in a few weeks’ time. So it really is time to both celebrate the light and prepare for the dark journey of Lent. In a couple of weeks, Lilly and I will facilitate our Lenten virtual retreat Finding Beauty in the Ashes of Lent to help us do just that. We will go on a journey together from the ashes of Ash Wednesday to the beauty of Easter Sunday. This retreat will be a time of great discussion, reflection and creativity that will enrich all of us as we begin the journey of Lent. It’s time to sign up now! If you would like to participate as a group contact us for group rates.
So today let’s celebrate the light before we take off the festive clothes of Christmas for the last time. In our Facebook live session last Wednesday (now available on YouTube) Lilly and I talked about some fun ways we can celebrate this festival in our own homes – like with candlelight dinners. As well as that you might like to take time this week to bless the lights that will see you through the year – not just the physical lights but the spiritual lights too. What are the resources you expect will illumine your darkness and give you light? And to start your journey reflect on this beautiful Celtic prayer from the Northumbria community Morning Prayer:
Christ as a light, illumine and guide us.
Christ as a shield, overshadow and cover us.
Christ be under us, Christ be over us.
Christ be beside us, on left and on right.
Christ be before us, Christ be behind us.
Christ be within us, Christ be without us.
Christ as a light, illumine and guide us
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Another beautiful contemplative service for us to enjoy. Carrie Grace Littauer, prayer leader, with music by Kester Limner and Andy Myers.
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“Atme In Uns”, “O You are Beyond All Things (O Toi L’au-dela de Tout)”
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“Shepherd Song”
Words adapted from John 10:11-18
Music by Kester Limner
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“Wisdom of Saints”
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“Kyrie”
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“Parable Song”
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Last Wednesday’s Facebook Live on the Godspacelight Community group with Lilly Lewin and myself was the most fun one we have done. I must confess that neither of us knew much about Candlemas until we decided this should be the focus for our last Facebook Live session. So we both did some research and soon we were hooked. Lilly and I thoroughly enjoyed our conversation and shared some fun suggestions of how to celebrate the festival. I hope you enjoy it too.
Our next Facebook live session will be in three weeks instead of the usual two. We will talk about Celtic spirituality. The reason our conversation is delayed is that Lilly has the opportunity to attend a retreat next week with John Phillip Newell, the author of Sacred Earth, Sacred Soul, the book I am currently reading and describe as the most important book I have read for a long time. You can imagine how jealous I am. I am excited to be able to discuss what she’s learning with both her and all of you.
Photo of actual panels from the Berlin Wall at Ramstein Air Base in Germany. Picture taken by Michael Moore on January 26, 2008.
I first came across Dietrich Bonhoeffer in seminary through his book The Cost of Discipleship. Admittedly it wasn’t easy to read but the message did come through clearly for me. I also came to realize that he had played a role in the development of one of the Confessions in the Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.)’s Book of Confessions. “The Theological Declaration of Barmen was written by a group of church leaders in Germany to help Christians withstand the challenges of the Nazi party and of the so-called “German Christians,” a popular movement that saw no conflict between Christianity and the ideals of Hitler’s National Socialism… Most Germans took the union of Christianity, nationalism, and militarism for granted, and patriotic sentiments were equated with Christian truth. The German Christians exalted the racially pure nation and the rule of Hitler as God’s will for the German people.” (PC(U.S.A.) Book of Confessions (2016 printing) p. 280)
While reading a book by the daughter of Reinhold Niebuhr (a theologian whom I had studied in seminary), The Serenity Prayer: Faith and Politics in Times of Peace and War, I was interested to discover that Niebuhr was on the faculty of Union Theological Seminary in New York City while Bonhoeffer spent a year (1930-1931) studying there. She recounts the times when a group of German professors and theologians would gather for social evenings at Niebuhr’s home with Bonhoeffer. Following his year at Union, Bonhoeffer returned to Germany where he was very involved in “The Confessing Church” which was the church that rose to speak out against Hitler and the “German Christians” who supported him. He founded an underground seminary at the church’s request in 1935. “In 1939 Bonhoeffer considered taking refuge in the United States but returned after only two weeks in New York City, writing to his sponsor, the theologian Reinhold Niebuhr, that ‘I will have no right to participate in the reconstruction of Christian life in Germany after the war if I do not share the trials of this time with my people.’” (Britannica.com Biography of Dietrich Bonhoeffer)
Bonhoeffer personally showed by his life the cost of discipleship. He was arrested in 1943 and imprisoned first in a Gestapo prison in Berlin and then was imprisoned in the concentration camps at Buchenwald and Flossenbürg. When the Nazi government discovered that Bonhoeffer was involved in the failed plot to assassinate Hitler, he was executed alongside other conspirators mere days before the American Army liberated the camp. His last words were “This is the end—for me the beginning of life.”
In Bonhoeffer’s life, ministry, and death he lived out the words of Jesus in John 15:13 – “No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” Dietrich Bonhoeffer was born on February 4th, 1906, and he died on April 9th, 1945. In his thirty-nine years he made a huge contribution to the Confessing Church and to the resistance movement at a critical time in Germany’s history.
Why is it important that we remember Dietrich Bonhoeffer today? Why are his writings still as relevant today as they were during his lifetime? Bonhoeffer’s writings and life are a stark reminder that Christians and the Church have a responsibility to speak out against the union of Christianity, nationalism, and militarism that was on full display during the attack on the US Capitol on January 6th, 2021.
The church is at a critical crossroads in these times of chaos and uncertainty. Jesus himself spoke out against the “wedding” of the temple and the empire. I believe the church and individual Christ-followers have a responsibility as well to speak out against today’s blending of faith, nationalism, and militarism. During my 26 years in uniform as a USAF Chaplain (1985-2011) I saw the results of such a blending. It appalled me to read how chaplains were writing scripture verses in chalk on bombs that would be dropped by our military aircraft on Iraqi troops and civilians during Operation Desert Storm (1991). It also worried me to see a growing number of chaplains who felt no discomfort as faith was blended with nationalism and militarism. For me, the bottom line is found in Joshua 24:15 – “Now if you are unwilling to serve the Lord, choose this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your ancestors served in the region beyond the River or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you are living; but as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.”
I will close with these words from the “Theological Declaration of Barmen” – “We reject the false doctrine, as though the church, over and beyond its special commission, should and could appropriate the characteristics, the tasks, and the dignity of the State, thus itself becoming an organ of the State… The church’s commission, upon which its freedom is founded, consists in delivering the message of the free grace of God to all people in Christ’s stead, and therefore in the ministry of his own Word and work through sermon and sacrament.” (PC(U.S.A.) Book of Confessions (2016 printing) p. 284)
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#CUPPRAYERS
Jesus
today my cup feels empty
Spent…
Used up by “all the things” of the past two years
There is so much sorrow
So much I cannot control
Too often I’ve been known to toil & spin
Rather than trusting you.
Too often I’ve kept pouring out
When really my cup was empty.
Spent…
You say “come to me and I will give you rest”
You say, you are refreshment
Living Water that i need
and will never run out…
Today Jesus,
I need YOU!
I need the Living Water
The One Who knows all that i am
And loves me anyway
Empty
Spent
Today I need to drink deeply from your well!
Today I sit
I hold my cup
And drink in your Love. AMEN
How is your cup today? Talk to Jesus about where you are.
Find a cup or create a cup that represents GOD’s LOVE to you … use your cup in the days ahead to remind you that Jesus wants to refresh you & loves you just as you are, whatever you are feeling.
Hold your cup & be still.
Allow Jesus to fill up your cup with what you need.
Allow Jesus to fill your cup with His abundance.
Know that you are greatly loved, just as you are!
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It’s HERE!! Join Christine Sine and Lilly Lewin as they explore what it means to find beauty in the ashes and prepare for a meaningful Lenten journey. Live via Zoom on Saturday, February 26th from 9:30 am PT to 12:30 pm PT (check my timezone). This retreat will include opportunities for creativity and contemplation, interaction and informative refreshment – but is also designed to be recorded as a course. If you aren’t able to make it live, you will still enjoy all the fun, and have the recording as yours forever to enjoy at your own pace. Click here to register as a live-or-later participant!
photos and writing by June Friesen
The theme for World Cancer Day 2022 tomorrow is “I Am and I Will.” A direct challenge to negative misconceptions about cancer, organizers hope that “I Am and I Will” will serve as a message of hope not just for people living with cancer, but their families, friends, and loved ones too. This theme is the beginning of ‘Close the Care Gap’, a three-year mission to help deal with and attempt to irradicate the disparity worldwide when it comes to availability and opportunity for all people to get proper and effective care as they face this disease.
Cancer is a word that brings fear, resistance, denial, anxiety, depression, and a host of other feelings, thoughts, and attitudes. The word cancer often, if not always, gives rise to feelings of fear, abandonment, anger, hurt, anxiety, hopelessness etc. Negative energy runs high when we hear this diagnosis ourselves or if it is a diagnosis of a close friend, family member, and/or relative. It is a disease that is not a respecter of persons. It matters not whether you are young, old, or anywhere in between. It matters not whether you are rich, poor, or somewhere in between. It matters not what country you live in, whether you live in a rural community or a huge urban environment. It matters not what color your skin, what religion you profess, your gender, or your nationality. No, it is a dreaded disease that can cause so much pain and discomfort in the afflicted as well as those who have afflicted loved ones, family, and/or friends.
The World Cancer organization would like to see us ‘close the care gap’ over the next three years. More people than most of us realize are not able to access medical care that is close by and/or is affordable. There are some countries where there is universal health care coverage, but in many there is not. The cost for the diagnosis as well as treatment of cancer is also very prohibitive in many countries. While some of us do not have to worry about this as much, we still have these problems as there is always those whose income will not stretch far enough to pay the insurance premiums or the visits as well as the treatment that is needed whether medicine, radiation and/or chemotherapy. And sadly, sometimes it is in the more developed and richest countries where the disparity is the greatest. The bondage is real my friends, very real. Even though some families are never touched there are others where several family members are afflicted. A number of years ago I was at a museum and saw the first symbol as well as the one below. I could not help but think of them as I was thinking about the effects of cancer for all of us – we may easily find ourselves in one and/or both of these places – naked and vulnerable or bound and unable to see what it is ahead. So, is there any hope?
While I have not experienced cancer personally, I have many family members and friends who have. Each one of us has been touched by this disease in some way or another. Sometimes as one looks back there are possible reasons that have may predispose us or someone we know to this disease. There are many times that I have been reading in the Scriptures, especially in Jesus’ ministry, about His great healings and restorations.
Matthew 15:29-31(The Message)
After Jesus returned, he walked along Lake Galilee and then climbed a mountain and took his place, ready to receive visitors. They came, tons of them, bringing along the paraplegic, the blind, the maimed, the mute—all sorts of people in need—and more or less threw them down at Jesus’ feet to see what he would do with them. He healed them. When the people saw the mutes speaking, the maimed healthy, the paraplegics walking around, the blind looking around, they were astonished and let everyone know that God was blazingly alive among them.
Luke 7:20-23 (The Message)
20 The men showed up before Jesus and said, “John the Baptizer sent us to ask you, ‘Are you the One we’ve been expecting, or are we still waiting?’” 21-23 In the next two or three hours, Jesus healed many from diseases, distress, and evil spirits. To many of the blind he gave the gift of sight. Then he gave his answer: “Go back and tell John what you have just seen and heard:
The blind see, the lame walk, lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, the wretched of the earth have God’s salvation hospitality extended to them. “Is this what you were expecting? Then count yourselves fortunate!”
In biblical times health care was not something that was available as it is to us today. When someone would contract a disease, it would usually run its course and the person would die. So for the people in that day, when Jesus started doing physical as well as mental and spiritual healing there was a great stir. The New Testament especially has many accounts of healings. There are also occasional healings in the Old Testament. So, if Jesus did these healings and some of the apostles continued to do some healings (recorded in the book of Acts) then why do we struggle so today? Why are we not able to do and/or see more healings today in and through the church/Christians?
I admit that there have been times in my life that I have struggled with the why, the what, the how of cancer – I also have to ponder and embrace the great strides the medical world has accomplished in the healing of cancer in so many different ways as well as helping people, in many situations, still live a fairly full life after the cancer they have faced personally.
As one ponders the disease of cancer in our bodies it can also be likened to the ‘disease of sin’. One may wonder why I would call sin a disease and yet it is like a ‘cancer in one’s spirit’ and it eats away at one’s spirit attempting to destroy that which is good within us. As we read the Scriptures, as well as the history of the world, as well as face daily life in today’s world, we can see the evidence of this disease in how it destroys the wholesome living that God had created in the Garden of Eden. Yes, one mistake led to the unleashing of something that from then on has afflicted all of humanity. Yet in it all God set in motion a plan to deal with this disease that afflicted the spirit/soul of humanity – the plan to send the Messiah, His Son, to give opportunity for the disease of sin to be conquered which happened through Jesus’ death and resurrection.
God has also set in motion people who have been able to discern great information about the disease of cancer. He has given them the knowledge to learn various treatments for the various cancers which may involve one or more of the following: surgery, radiation, chemotherapy, or radioactive implants, as well as a combination of treatments. The struggle in our world today is that many if not all of these treatments are costly, they require trained staff, technical and specialized equipment, special medications and more. Sadly, due to all of this there are still many people who have to make choices as to whether they can get any treatment, or the choice may be what treatment can I afford. This is something that the community to fight cancer recognizes and is wanting to make more of us aware of as well as give us some things to think about and act upon over the next three years to close these gaps and make it equally available to all no matter where one lives, who one is, rich or poor, gender or color of skin.
So back to the theme of today – “I am and I will” – what is my response? What is your response? Am I willing to make myself more aware of where and how I can help in my community? Am I willing then to try to find out how to help begin to make a difference, even if it seems like a small difference to me? Are you? In my life I have learned that to make a small difference, no matter how small, is better than not even attempting to make a difference because we feel we are insignificant.
A flower begins with a seed, a bulb, or a root that appears rather dead – however when one pays anywhere from 15 seconds a day to a minute caring for it soon one will be rewarded with a beautiful plant and blossom. Maybe beginning a new plant, placing it somewhere in your home or yard, nurturing it and watching it change, grow and bloom will help us remember that the little changes we can facilitate, when we do, will help others to also be able to grow and bloom once again.
Whatever season your garden is in – winter, summer, spring, or fall – there is something to enjoy and tasks to accomplish. And there is spirituality to put into practice! Find God and community through the richness of soil and the shared values of growth. We have many resources available to help – click here to explore!
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